Dell

 I find it funny how companies reach a plateau when they have to pretend they need to take time to do something. Part of it is naturally it takes some time for something to happen and if you are not in the mood to do something, you just have to wait for the time to come. But what is the true amount of time that takes for a task to happen? And if the task takes zero time, because of automation or processing power, does it still have to take time because otherwise it would not do anything else and become obsolete? Or the attention is what they are looking for. To be looked at. To pretend importance, to seem to be present. To appear to be busy but inside, feeling empty. 

It is all on the surface and it has to be taken into consideration that when people are systemized, sometimes the power relations put a finger on them and make them do things faster than needed. The rest of the system lags and they feel a void in the atmosphere when they are done. And they have to fill it up with something else. 

So why wouldn't they have an internal feeling of how slow should they appear to match the dynamic of the system? But does that mean they have to waste their time doing nothing else?

Or are they supposed to make something out of their valuable time?

In other words, bowing to systems is what we do in the current state of human development but still, life is life and the human experience is multifaceted.

It shouldn't be systems that dictate what we have to make out of our lives but at moments we have to comply with the system to help it develop.

Xollision

 Let's say each one of them has an agenda to fulfill

She wants to do what's best for her

and He wants to do something else

Are they looking at what is the best for the system?

What is the best for the system?

Is it peace? is it change? is it collaboration? laugh? fun? or getting the work done?

Can you put a word to encompass the matrix of different weights of different goals and agendas? 

This is not the first time and not the last time

This is the natural byproduct of multiplicity of multi agent creation

It is

I am the system

 Use it as your own advantage

Told me the presence that takes over my body

Who is me, but an Epsilon further away

Who is me but the universe minus me

Who is me but me only when I am asleep

Who is me to the extent I understand 

He treats me the way I treat me

Who is me the way I am 

The new way

 He took me to a theater,

The main character was a man in the corner of his mind

Driven by the thoughts

He filled a hole in my sense of identity

That I am whom I care I am in the corner of my thoughts

The sense of value I am looking to find is nowhere to be found

It is but a judgement of my time alone

Complicated but well deserved

That this, is the missing piece of my puzzle

I wish and I hope for the mind

to be gentle on me

treat me as a naive student whom is asking for wisdom

But in the fast paced world out there

It is hard to make choices accurately

And to understand that foolishness

Is a necessary component to learn wisdom

As we only learn by making mistakes

But please make me understand the correction

Before it is needed to spend a lot

cocktail

Will it be possible for the mind to convey the message 

That you are blessed by anything 

better than a cocktail?

Freud says pleasure through mouth 

Is one of the fundamentals of how the tower of emotions go up

And doing, what it is to be around

Comes with having energy 

And deep down the quality of it

is through how the food is processed 

For computers, they do bytes

And we do bites

How big of a bite is what I want to do

And what food is going to give me the bite size I need

For my stomach to hold a firm dome

under my lungs

for my breath to flow and I become pneuma

That is when the flow of me 

and the universe will be inline