complexity

 Hi

As an engineer, getting to know systems for development is a big part of my job. I think it is a mental exercise that some people like more than others. Systems have their own personalities and sometimes they are hard to understand, sometimes they are stubborn, sometimes they are unpredictable in ways that catch you off guard, and what I like the most about them is sometimes they have little resonance points that make them beautiful. 

Sometimes it might be costly and dangerous to have a system in their resonance point. I like to work with the ones that are not like that and many systems have a resonance that is damped. It gives me a feeling of livelihood. It feels like they understand the back-and-forth transactions and show their intrinsic complexity. It shows that there are points in their behavior in which they spin around and aim for perpetual motion. of course, it is not everlasting and damps but witnessing the hope for excitation is beautiful. 

For me, my cup of tea every day is such a beautiful system to look at. The residual leaves of tea at the bottom of the cup move in such a beautiful way. Sometimes if you move the cup properly you can spin the liquid in a way that pulls up the leaves in a spiral motion to the top and then you can see their fall to the bottom. A system of finite but many elements. So many that it makes it seem like flowing in a completely ideal space only governed by the laws of physics. A few inputs and a beautiful output.

Bounce

 Hi,

I like to look at the world like a pool of elastic balls. Or elastic hearts maybe.

I can see how everything bounces back and forth in time and that is very helpful to have a strategy.

It boils down to doing unto others whatever you want to be done to you.

But it comes with the price of unbalancing the sides. 

It needs some effort to make waves in the calm water especially if someone is sensitive and they can feel the imbalance with a greater amplification.

It is like a Rubik's cube.

In order to try to bring balance to one side,

Sometimes it is needed to go through a chaotic state in which seems everything is out of balance,

And with a good strategy bring order to a larger portion of the cube,

But here, the cube is the self and the universe is in direct interaction with the self,

And trying to change the state of what is around requires a change in the self,

The price to be paid is moving the self out of balance and it is not a 3x3 cube with so many defined states,

The self is a multi-dimensional and multi-faceted object that shows hidden parts of itself in transitions,

The funny thing is what is hidden always seems so natural that begs the question,

was it hidden since the beginning or did carrying the mirror through life broke it apart and we hid broken parts of it?

Or maybe the naturality of this encounter is the close encounter with fate,

It seems the way it seems like because that is the way it is supposed to seem like,

And every movement and interaction is supposed to lead to completion of this puzzle,

And the only thing that has to be done

Is transformation and spending time going through life,

Maybe everything is the way it is supposed to be,

And all is fine

Lover

 Hi

Once upon a time there was a lover

A lover of the beautiful minds

"seemingly dangerous to love the mind"

was the judgment of the Soul who was looking down

Soul was beautiful itself, 

so beautiful that it was hard to see

"what is the beauty of something that is rarely seen?"

said the Mind, grumpy and analytical,

putting it's point in the front

Mind was restless, the beauty was in numbers,

Numbers made sense,

sometimes more and sometimes less,

but no number could be given to the soul who stood tall,

far behind, looking through the eyes to what's outside,

Judging and waiting to see what is going on,

Looking at the hands and the tongue to see what mind has thought of,

Mind waited a long time, scratched the soul in time,

to find a way of spending time with the one who loved beautiful minds.

Found out the only way to spend time, is to make time to spend on.