Saturday, August 31, 2024

which wars to fight for

 How about asking which wars are to be fought

when life has given it to me

how can I see if they are right

Teachers of me whom I respect so far

it seems like 

I was flexible enough but it wasn't for everyone 

Maybe it was for the best for the short period of time


Thursday, August 22, 2024

Head temperature

 Depth of my thoughts either are determined by how much is temperature of my head or how much hair do I have. There is something about the integral of all of the whole thought which maybe remains constant but what is the quality of depth and vastness maybe remains constant at any specific time in life.

Maybe the total integral which is some sort of a volume, based on the above statement, is a function of age. Maybe it grows over time. Or maybe it is unity and never changing and only being affected by the shadows of the mind to be partially subtracted.

It's both the total volume and the resolution of dissection which changes.

The time contains trends and patterns. Trends are the overall direction over a long span of time and patterns are the smaller scale connections which in a holistic system it is going to contain self similarity to the overall picture.


Sunday, August 18, 2024

The heart center

 The he

the art

he who made art

art that made him who he is

something made out of hands

pulls mind higher and higher

makes you wonder

isn't hand, controlled by the mind?

Or is the body, an extension of two hands

merging at the center to become one

heart and lungs for being

bladder and intestine for digestion and feeling

And to be understood and seen through head

Feet are the columns which the body stands on

A stronger form, but not so complex as hands

All for the hands to create a world

To be felt, seen, and understood

What is better than touching, yes there is none

The rest are only salt and pepper to make it more fun

Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Solid problem

 It is a sharp edged multifaceted object that takes the life out of me to be born. The purpose of it, I am not sure but what I can tell for sure is the process of creating it gaves me life. 

Hard problems sometimes end up making us slow and stuck but we, complicated human beings tend to get a boost from hard issues. 

It gives us a sense of frustration, a driving force to resolve. And whether or not we are able to resolve the issue itself, it shapes our expression dealing with every other issue on hand. This can be good when it is taken into account with care.

The balance will be tilted and what we are used to will change into another.

Change is a part of life and the response to stopping change from happening is accompanied by the dam effect. The flow wants to flow but stopping it momentarily makes it seem like it is stopped but in fact, it is coming back with higher intensity and more powerful than before.

Now that we surfed around the surface of the issue let's dive deeper.

It's an Eastern problem caused by lack of water in the treatment of it. Dryness has caused the flow of the problem to be both stuck and painful. No amount of force have been effective to resolve the issue. Not that the extremities have been used since we know the extremes might resolve an issue but make more in time.

The issue has caused harsh reactions due to internal frustration of it not being able to be resolve and being continuously at the top of the list. 

No matter the amount of external interventions, internally it has been the same and communication has been hard with the responsible area.

The rest of the system has been productive but it has been using the already stored resources to continue. Even new supplies has been shipped to replace and push the flow. 

The concern is not whether or not the issue will be resolved. The issue is at what cost and what time it is going to be resolved. What are the after effects of it and would it be in the order for the other events and agents to be in sync with them?

Now new stimulation is being introduced to the system which is supposed to be helping it to move forward and the rest of the issue will be documented.

Tuesday, August 6, 2024

Clear head

 What does it feel like to write down with a clear head?

Would you take your pen and scribble down

Or you would take a knife and open the wound?

What is inside fascinates me, it's a collision a frictious one

Knife goes down and nothing comes out

It needs a hard push for the flow to begin

It is hard to stop when it begins but it also does

Stop once in a while

The point is not how much color it costs

It is what you want to build upon

Deeper down in the headache of the mind

The one from ancient days, since the dawn of the time

Is the probable cause of what is the chaos

It is hard to pin point like the fractions of the pi

But looking at it from a far makes up the mind

Layers upon layers underneath disguised

But who cares, I do, says the creator, do them all

The eye who needs to see them is the painter's eye

Buddy

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