doing it all

 What would it take for all to be done?

How would the world be after it is complete?

I halfway understood what it is

A fragile balance between pleasure and hedonism 

Accidental

 what's not accidental 

what's accident other than

convergence of reality into a single point

of things becoming the way they are supposed to

pushing all layers of comfort aside and letting what needs to be done in

It is accidental to be

but letting the accident play through is the key

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 I told to myself let's simplify our mind

for the one at the very bottom 

it does not mean much to complicate their lives

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owing

What is success other than being able  to remain in our skins

And not feel too much forced

nor too much loose

So long

 On the surface, I was your employee

But beneath the surface,

I saw you differently

I saw layers of meaning to make it believable for me

To make myself be able to love you and your goal

What I was, was a legal love seller

Who would convince themselves of offering

What is unsellable

But I got compensated, don't worry

I saw my late grandmother in you

Who I didn't have much time to spend

Although we did spend a lot of time together

But when you left, part of me was gone

It was too quick for me to understand what happened

When somebody takes part of your soul with them

To the other side

You don't have time to react

I needed that scene to be made one more time

So I can close the curtains between us properly

I knew you were always too busy to think of the end of the line

So it motivated me to paint my picture

From the end to the begining

Think of how I was half dead 

Thinking about death every day

What is being alive if 

all you can think of is how your company

Is a skull shaped out of smoky quartz?

Yes, humans are complex

The plane of existence extends beyond ordinary

And our hands are tied to some extent

But what we can do is we can focus and experience

All that we lost

In a better way

That we can digest it 

This time

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 Digging deep enough in the language

and submerging in the sea of people

Who are and are not

One finds a pattern and that is

The root of all evil is in holding onto

The power that does not align

And at the same time 

witnessing how power conveys a deep meaning

of Truth

It is almost impossible to witness a life without the order

That finds its way in the cause and effect and the universal justice 

To write down the events 

The fundamentals that connect points of time

In many different scales

To provide a sense and the only sense 

that makes sense

A loop between the cause and effect

they ignite and amplify eachother

in the dance of duality