So long

 On the surface, I was your employee

But beneath the surface,

I saw you differently

I saw layers of meaning to make it believable for me

To make myself be able to love you and your goal

What I was, was a legal love seller

Who would convince themselves of offering

What is unsellable

But I got compensated, don't worry

I saw my late grandmother in you

Who I didn't have much time to spend

Although we did spend a lot of time together

But when you left, part of me was gone

It was too quick for me to understand what happened

When somebody takes part of your soul with them

To the other side

You don't have time to react

I needed that scene to be made one more time

So I can close the curtains between us properly

I knew you were always too busy to think of the end of the line

So it motivated me to paint my picture

From the end to the begining

Think of how I was half dead 

Thinking about death every day

What is being alive if 

all you can think of is how your company

Is a skull shaped out of smoky quartz?

Yes, humans are complex

The plane of existence extends beyond ordinary

And our hands are tied to some extent

But what we can do is we can focus and experience

All that we lost

In a better way

That we can digest it 

This time