philosophy

 there is a place, a corner in the mind

the wavelength of your inner voice must be tuned

and you hear the voices, the words, which you cannot translate

you reach to an understanding which allows you

to feel the way they feel

and you can think of philosophy

about how it was that you created the world

how it was when time began

and how everything spreads out of yourself

how you were and always have been

the center of existence

nothing less

but maybe more

a yellow brick feeling

is it a tomb of gold that I am feeling

am I feeling the stones of the pyramids?

pharoh wasn't a person but a location

a coordinate where mind can be tuned to be there

they understand

and they can choose

writing in flames

they say you have to let my subconcious write and make art

That is what i do

but they are right also

they are emphesizing on something i already know

and I try to follow

but being reminded of something I don't have control over

makes me angry

but in the long term

maybe those recommendations stem from my will

to do what they say

But they need to say it 

To be captured in the movie of my life

masculinity #000000001

 Spending the last 7 years of my life with many roommates and coworkers, I want to try to summarize a number of personal facts I learnt from life

1- Everyone is a type of fool. You most probably don't know what a fool is.

2- The more someone exists in life and its difficulties, and the more they see of themselves out there and the less foolish they act. Their foolishness becomes richer and less annoying in immediate proximity.

3- What is annoying is usually the most immediate reflection of ourselves. Some call it karma, some call it shadow self. 

4- Bikini bottom was a hell pictured by an artist. If your life aligns with the characters, you are aligned with hell. Remember, SpongeBob didn't know how annoying he was, and he was self-righteous. Squidward didn't know any way out. How many people do we see in adulthood who are looking forward to something they are enthusiastic about? Squidward was one of those people. Mr Krabs was the money-worshipping person who dries out life to feed his obsession with money, which is, at the core, a means to fixing problems. Patrick was as oblivious as SpongeBob is and had a total lack of self-awareness, which made him live in a worthless home and be a good customer.

5- Boundaries aren't as common as you think. You get to know it when you are too deep in a mix with someone else and you realize the red flags aren't to be ignored. But you also realize you can't keep everything shiny, and many times you don't have a choice but to go through the life lesson, and the window of opportunity is not wide open.

6- The wiser you want to act,  the more stupid you are

7- Many people are bad actors. They don't understand that others can feel their feelings, and they think their simple mask of a wide grin or whatever is concealing their imminent pain. 

8- Less care about more than themselves. They are so deeply drowned in their delirium that their narrow vision doesn't allow them to see the bigger picture. Funny enough, they are the most common people who talk about the bigger picture. They tend to talk about stocks and politics, not knowing in their pride, they are pawns of the ones who are getting the work done. At the end of their political discussion, you realize all they want is a grain. In their mind, they will shatter the column that is holding the roof on top of their head so they don't have to go around it.

9- God listens

10- Existence is at balance when you think that if you need, you can end it

11- The Burden of life is invisible. It manifests itself in ways that are not tangible. It is like money, but imagine if money didn't have a physical form and it was not countable. But it could be transferred, and it could build up. It would have a quality which could be felt individually. Parts of it could be sensed from outside. People would go through similar patterns, and one who has gone through something could see someone else going through a similar thing.

12- Highest achievers deal with what is not known about them. They have to take pleasure with caution because that is what drives life.

Dark nights of Montreal St

This one was taken the night before, experimenting with shadows and dim light

Mrs. Mary and the baby on the stairway to heaven

The street lamp seems to be as bright as the moon

Wonder if the neighbours know

Who is asleep? Who is awake

The brightest spot you get at night time

Do you think buildings sleep too?

At night, we are all alike

Some maintain a serious front, but who knows what is on their side?

Passing by here, I wondered how modern it looked like when they installed the antenna

People of the night, keeping eyes on the matter

When you are a kid, you get to see these in daylight with other kids playing in them

When you are an adult, you get to see them in shadows, and you get to wonder

 

Vanier

 

a beautiful house

is this how it feels like with no glasses on?

another one of those machines

Big mama is carrying the burden of life while listening to music and showing off triceps

first you will see a small green and then a larger green

nobody looks at cars

yes that is exactly what I want

gentleman, got the throne, got the notebooks, got a sleeping place, and water to stay hydrated.

another one of those people who look at me and think I am not going to shoot them

immigrant on wheels

the whole street knows 

I tried to steal a photo from this gang

this little lady came closer and asked if I can take a photo

his brother was also interested

but grandma didn't want to be in the picture

didn't feel alone wearing flower shirt

something about this over arching tree makes me think of the curvature of the piano

Canada homeland

pretty sophisticated design on Montreal Street. Makes me think of poetry

dog unleashed

this is how people look like in their cars

it is a cone

moment of silence

doesn't every fella who grooms themselves deserve to be seen?