The fear

 Hi

There is always a fear of what if destiny is going to take me by itself, alone and more alone, pull me down deeper and deeper into the void. To take me for itself, like a possessive mother who never lets go of her child. 

Destiny is a woman. She is a mistress and wants to be herself. That is where her madness rooted in. That's what makes this hard for men to understand it. It takes a life time to learn how to deal with destiny. 

What is she looking for? that is not the question! she wants to feel and that is what drives her mind. In her heart she wants to love and keep loving. Soft love, tough love. Time has no elemental value in her mind other than the fact that it is her Nemesis. It made her see herself lose her beauty, get wrinkles and for sometime, made her think she is losing herself. The thing she always loved the most.

What destiny does to people is what time did to her. She wants to get a revenge, maybe not a revenge, but a treatment. That is what time did to her. She never asked for anything other than to be loved. Tome loved her hard and she wants to do the same to everyone. 

Time is the creator of destiny and time wants her to understand she is not what she thinks she is. Destiny is too selfish to understand and the only thing that can make her grow out of her selfishness is by the torture of time.